Chapter 13

Tove wrote Mireya a letter.
I did not give it to her.
She was three.
I read it.
The first version was terrible.
I was only trying to make you brave.
No.
I sent it back.
Tove called me furious.
“You don’t get to edit my apology.”
“You’re right.”
I paused.
“I get to decide whether my three-year-old receives an excuse disguised as one.”
Silence.
A month later another letter came.
Shorter.
I was wrong when I decided your fear meant you were pretending. I should never have taken something you needed.
Better.
I stored it.
Not delivered.
Maybe one day.
May you like
Maybe not.
Apology does not create access.