Chapter 16
By the time a year had passed, Bellaforte no longer resembled my father’s house.
The east house was gone. The old private discipline channels were dismantled. No family member’s spouse or child could be touched, isolated, or “pressured” under the excuse of business. I wrote that rule into the structure so clearly that even the oldest capos stopped pretending they misunderstood what I meant.
Some men left.
I let them.
Men who miss the old ways are usually missing the permission those ways gave them to be cruel without calling themselves cruel. I had no use for them.
Rafael remained what he had always been—steady, brutal only when needed, and honest enough to tell me when grief was becoming ritual. One night he asked whether I still watched Elena’s final recording.
“Yes,” I said.
“Every week?”
I looked at him. “Less.”
That was true.
Not because I needed her less. Because I finally understood the recording was not meant to trap me forever in the moment I failed her. It was meant to pull me out of the lie she knew I would otherwise live inside.
Sophie kept growing. With children, healing never looks heroic. It looks like ordinary things returning without ceremony. She stopped waking from certain nightmares. She stopped asking if Mommy was angry that Bunny got wet. She started telling people, with full childish confidence, that her mother hid a secret in a doll because she was smart.
She wasn’t wrong.
One afternoon Sophie asked me why the seam stayed crooked. I told her because Mommy fixed it first, and I fixed it after, and now both of us were part of the doll.
She seemed satisfied with that.
Sometimes the deepest truths in a family are the ones children understand before adults do. Sophie did not need a full explanation yet. She only needed to know that what was hurt had been repaired by love twice.
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That was enough for now.
Maybe it was enough for me too.
